Melting slowly and slowly the dusky sky was casting its sobriety on me
the clear hint was lucid ; even I was getting it
the falling soft, pearly mists were making me luminous;
shining with all I had got
thoughts covering me and I was taking its shape
more precisely, I was "I" at the time;
no masquerades of fallacy; the pure me
may be that's why the feet were happy and the pedals were rotating uniformly
the hands were rightly set and hope the direction was
the heart-beat composing the music for my lyric thoughts
blood flowing with the integrity; uncontrolled yet randomless
everything perfect.....lets say,
Suddenly the wheels stationed,the motion displaced
And I was there waiting for the green light to bloom for I detested the rest
The light from the surrounding was falling over my sight ;
the picture, perfect as if I was glancing at the canvasses of the gallery
My lord!! does it exists? or was the artist an inhumane being??
I was all at once filled and deceived; it was the disguised part of me
which I had always cherished and feared....
the thing that belonged to me...entirely to me
the bright, sinful countenance , the striking elegant curves
the straight lining above those watery thoughts;
the thoughts that were resonating with mine
the figure sketched to resemble the insight;
each pigment consecrated with the fluid of truth;
the truth that captivates....I was rescued..
few dregs of confusion were talking to me
Yeah, I was confused whether the rest art was provoking the sense of motion
or the motion provoking the sense of rest
whatever it was, the certainty existed,
the certain melting of this uncertain existence.....
Alas, the art was not feeling me ...I was feeling it
Dammit!! I forgot I wasn't mean to have it;
The realization of its worth robbed me!
At the mean time the embezzler steal the thing meant for me
in front of my eyes ..leaving few cents he thought it actually deserved ...
I was emptied ...the consciousness vaporized .....
I poisoned my entities.....there was no other way left.....
I couldn't let it go and I couldn't let go myself ...
empty-handed with the realization of incompleteness....just so,
All of the sudden I acknowledged the touch..
Ahh ! It was traffic-controller...signaling me my way.........
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