Friday, June 22, 2012

The taxi



The afternoon sun was blazing in its magnificence. The sweat droplets were falling down his nose tip as he was looking for the passenger near the TIA.
“Is the taxi unreserved?”
A young woman in the loose cotton trousers asked him as she got near to the taxi. No doubt she was looking good but her beauty was at uncertainties. She had neatly masked her facial features in a purple scarf and rayban's sunglasses. However, her round and fair wrists resting in the window brim by the side of his, the taxi driver's seat appeared graceful as they gestured in accordance to her speech.
“Yes. On your service madam. Let me know, where are we to go?”
“Chitwan, Narayangarh.”
“Hmm..Chitwan? Okay let me think.”
“ Hmm? Decide fast. Can you not see that the sun is harsh now? Can you not see that it is burning my back?”
She sounded unduly innocent as she put those questions. He could do nothing except than to flaunt his beautiful smile.
“Okay madam. Get seated. Let me help with your luggage.”
“No thanks. It will be fine with me, aint that heavy at all.”
“How much would you charge me?” she asked as she got inside the taxi.
“Not much madam. See, the price of fuel has sky rocketed within a week. So, the traveling cost has increased accordingly. Others don't go for a penny less than three thousand. You can give me 2500 and that would do.”
“I hope you are not swindling with me.”
“How can I madam? I am a decent young man obsessed with the dignity. I have my ethics that wont let me do certain things as such.”
“You know madam, I don't usually go outside the valley. Its just that I cant help but become obliged at women's grace.” He added.
“Okay. Fine. So, can we be a little fast? Its about to 1:00 pm, I suppose.”
“Of course madam. don't worry. You'll be there before the evening if everything goes fine.”
“What do you mean by if...?”
“Nothing mam. Leave it. See, there are things you don't have any control upon. So, it seems that you are heading to your home right?
“Yes I am.”
“Hmm. Okay. So you must have had a wonderful time in the states, I suppose. No any tension of petrol, no bandas, no strikes, no pollution. Cool climate. But you see, everything is in ruins here.”
He sounded more enthusiastic to extend the conversation. While she appeared disinterested to a good degree. The wheels of the taxi were rotating in a mild and careful speed. Gentle wind was blowing outside and she could sense it through the window of the taxi. Few strands of her hair had escaped out through the scarf to play with the wind breeze.
“How long has it been...?”
“It has been long long enough. We Nepalese don't have enough stamina left for it, to endure the same painful situation for so many years.” He intervened to answer before she could complete.
“No, no. I was asking how long its been that you are driving the taxi?”
“Oh. It will be three years in coming July.”
“Okay.”
But madam, you know I am not going to continue it for long. I have my plans.”
Hmm. Okay. What are you thinking to do then?”
If fate allows, we can meet someday in the states. Its been my dream to go to America since the day I heard people talking about the place. They say, its the heaven in earth.” He said in an exuberant tone treated with a conspicuous layer of impatient hopefulness.
I hope your dreams will come true.” She said in a softer voice as she took off her sunglasses and folded to hang them from her cleavage.
You know madam, I have completed my B.A three years ago. B.A in English. Its just that I couldn't find any job here in Nepal that would pay me as much as this taxi earns for me. Actually, you know, I ran and walked, rushed and sighed; I left no stone unturned to find the job. But see, nobody trusted me. I heard from nowhere. It was just the waste of money paying the typewriter for my C.V and xeroxing the certificates for how many copies, heavens know.”He continued as he adjusted the back mirror just ahead of him.
I used to work as a shopkeeper boy in Hari uncle's grocery store. His sister brought me to Kathmandu while I was still a child. She was an INGO volunteer in my village. I was in 6th standard at then, I guess. I grew up therein, working as the shopkeeper. They paid for my education, let me stay along with them, gave me comfortable bed. But didn't paid extra money as wage. But must say, they were best human beings I have met. Don't mind madam, you don't look anything less than them. You must be a very good human being yourself. It seems from your conduct.” His eyes were time and again glimpsing at the mirror that reflected her powerful eyes and even more powerful chest with voluptuous breasts no matter how hard he tried not to stray his focus from the road that lay ahead.
Thanks.” She smiled. This time her scarf had displaced itself down her chin about the neck. The smile was a killer one.
“I've been collecting money for the very thing. If I could collect some more, I will soon after start preparing for the IELTS examination. They say you have to read a lot for the test. Even now I read books, quite a deal of them. But all are Nepali translations. See, how much we think we know the language, nothing will come easy as the mother tongue itself. What do you say madam? Well, you sure must have mastered the language.”
A smile except nothing comes her way.
“Am I boring you madam?”
“No no. Its not that.”
“Then what it is?”
“A slight headache. May be travel sickness.”
“Oh oh. You must have made me aware. Lets stop for the lunch. Have some food and water and you'll be fine.”
“No. Ain't that big deal. I'll be fine.”
“C'mon madam. You don't have to hesitate.”
She smiles.
“Okay then let me bring a bottle of water for you.”
He stoped the taxi by the side of a motel and was back within a blink of lashes.
“So, here it is mam.” He said passing her a bottle of mineral water.
“Thanks.”
“So, how long have it been madam? After how many years are you going to your house?”
“Two years but feels like two eras.”
“We sure feel nostalgic when we think of our place, our home. But I say you, you wont be able to hold for long here. Things will conspire against it. Well, how long will be your stay?”
“May be a month or two.”
“Okay. So, where exactly is your home from Narayangarh?”
“Not very far.”
“So, then I will drop you to your home. You don't have to pay me extra for it.”
“Thanks. I will go by my own. I have some work in Narayangarh.”
“I will wait. If it wont take that long.”
“Ahh..You are so kind. I appreciate your kindness but I will be fine with my own. Its enough
if you'll safely drop me to the city. By the way, how long are we still to go?”
“We are half way now.”
“Okay.”
“I guess you've forgotten quite a deal about the native land.”
“No, no. Its not like that. I didn't travel this road that frequently. And you see it looks same everywhere.”
“Okay. Yeah it does.” He said with an audible laugh this time.
She then suddenly took out an iphone from her bag and plugged the earphone on her ears.
On looking at the mirror, he did the same but it was a mobile not iphone. After about five minutes or so he suddenly unplugged the earphones.
“what it is madam you are listening to?”
“wait. Okay. What were you saying?” She took out the earphones held them in her both hands one on each as she responded him.
“Is it a song madam?”
“Yes it is.”
“English?”
“No. Nepali.”
“Which one? Cant we turn on the loudspeaker madam?”
“Okay.”
The voice of Anju pant was echoing from the iphone as she was singing the song of tragedy, 'nabirsein timilai, na paayein timilai.'
“I love this song a lot madam. You know I once thought that I would die listening to it. The song would play continuously on my taxi. But now the player is gone, when a micro bus hit the taxi a month ago.”
“Even I love the song. Its too good.”
Then the series of song kept playing on her iphone. No conversations interrupted the melancholic tragedies that were echoing out of her phone.
“Madam we are about to reach the place, within 15 minutes at maximum.”
“Is it?”
“Yes.”
“Can I ask you something?”
“Of course. Can you please turn off the song.”
“Okay. Sure. But why? Is there something attached to it?”
“No. Not exactly but see, we will be parting ways in no minutes. And the song is kind of aggravating the already desolating time.”
Both smiled the benign smiles.
The taxi stopped after a while.
“Here we are madam.”
He came out of the taxi and opened the door for her.
“let me take the luggage out.”
“Thanks.”
“Well, madam its weird but we don't actually know each other, not the name alone. I am Arun Upadhyaya.”
“I am Suruchi Pariyar. I am from Doha and not America. I am a waitress over there at a hotel. I had a nice time with you.” Both smiled. He, kind of awed one. She, kind of detached one.
He remained there for a while as he watched her heading to the IME office nearby the vehicle stop. The tag on her luggage read 'Qatar airlines. Doha to Kathmandu.'



*TIA= Tribhuwan International Airport
*IME= International Money Exchange

Saturday, June 9, 2012

If someday..


Someday, if you have to go leaving me yet again
without any words of adieu, without the last glimpse of my face
then I'd grieve not a bit at your exile from my realm
I know it ain't easy, but my hope will be rugged than anything else
As I understand within that sickening loneliness amidst the weird crowd
you'll just like me wont be able to hold for long
without the firmness of my fingers as they lovingly curl upon yours

If it turned out that you've decided it hard this time,
even then my hope will remain rugged than anything else
As I understand within the uniformity all across, you'll hit things
that'll remind you my love which wont let you hold for long
without the warmth of my shoulders as they gravely embrace you

If it turned out that you have moved on and found someone
even then my hope will remain rugged than anything else
As I fear within the turbulence of time you might hell yeah have
to shiver in the solitude, then I will be reminded to you along with
the stream of my tears I would roll down just for you, for me and for us..